Showing posts with label feminization. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feminization. Show all posts

Monday, April 14, 2025

Alice in Wonderland

Continued from: Miss Julie's Blog

[FF/m] [F/fm] [kink show] [spanking] [sissification] [chastity/denial] [public humiliation] 

A special thank you to those who were able to use my blog as a book of condolences for our beloved Miss Julie. Please continue to do so if you'd like her to see a farewell message from you. I am sure she will be checking and may reply in the comments. 

To help fill the void that has been left behind, perhaps I'll bring back her iconic character for some family dynamic, Daddy spankings, right at the dinner table. Her little green cargo pants didn't stay up for long during this one, as her actual Dad gives her a spanking on the bare, right in front of her immediate family: The Spanking She Never Got


With Julie's blessing, perhaps we can even create an A.I. version of her, to enhance any future works or tribute posts.

In the meantime, I'll try to quench the thirst of her readers and followers by inviting you to follow along with this blog. For the best experience, I suggest starting at the very beginning and reading in order from oldest to newest posts, as there is a main storyline that develops throughout the entirety of the blog. The earlier stuff is a little clunky as I was just starting out and trying to hone-in on the overall art and content. I am thankful for Miss Julie's help in the early stages, as she was always open to my "how does this work?" questioning. 

Some of my content is purely fictional, as are a few of the characters who exist in the Sims world. However, much of the content, even if a fictional character is involved, is based on my own relationships and experiences with BDSM and spanking, even romance within the main storyline. 

What should be purely fiction, what should be a whimsical wonderland of erotic dreams, is actually the new reality of sissy alice, who is here to tell us all how far down the rabbit hole he just went. Directly continued from: A Star is Born


A sissy alice story:

As far as outings go, my first as alice was pretty awesome. Bent over the knee of a beautiful and renowned disciplinarian and being spanked was a dream come true, a wonderful gift from Mistress Andrea who sent me there for a "real" spanking. 

I was not prepared however for the task about to be bestowed upon me, or what would happen thereafter. 

This was bombshell one...

...what Mistress wrote about in her last post and the message I got from her that day. "Do you have any idea what Lady Jose has just asked me, sissy?" 

Mistress sent me a screen shot of an email from Lady Jose to Mistress Andrea which was also described in the last post. Wait, does that say what I think it does? I had to read it multiple times for it to sink in. Damn my clitty cage felt tight that day, especially when I was given permission to attend this kink function. 

The good thing is there was only about a week and a half until the event so I had little time to wind myself up about it. The bad news was there was only a week and half to go until the event so I needed to get my things in order. Dresses, make up, logistics. I'm a planner. First time I went to my spanking appointment with Lady Jose I had my dress hanging on display in my discipline corner a few hours before my session. 

Fortunately, I had already got approval from my online "Daddy" for a bunch of new dresses that were on the way via post. As the dates ticked by I grew more and more excited. I organised the hotel rooms for Lady Jose and I and after some discussion, we agreed on three outfits I would bring to the hotel and try on and let Lady Jose decide how I should dress. 


The side effect of all this planning and anticipation were my panties pretty much being constantly wet, my clitty would NOT stop leaking. Like, it was ridiculous! By Tuesday I was changing my panties twice a day. 

Then, the next bombshell hit just two days before the event. "There might be another girl joining us, Kitty. She's a lovely easy going person like me." 

Ok, sounds fun. Hopefully I'm still spanking I thought...

"Is she a spankee or spanker, Lady Jose?" I asked innocuously. My brain was going overtime. Am I going to be spanked by two beautiful women now? Am I to stand in the corner whilst Kitty is spanked? Is this all a dream? 

The response from Lady Jose was so normal, an almost throw away comment as if this was everyday conversation. Maybe for Lady Jose it is, but for me it's not so when I read the response: "She's a porn model." 

My jaw hit the floor. When I clicked on the Fetlife link I think my jaw carried on falling through the floor of my 4th floor apartment and ended up in level -2. 

Drop
Dead
Gorgeous!


So now, the reality of my situation was sinking in. I was going to a fetish show, dressed like a little girl, to be potentially spanked by the beautiful Lady Jose and there was going to be Kitty there as well - a stunning porn model to join in. 

Pinch me, pinch me. This is definitely a dream. 

My chastity cage had definitely shrunk, by this point it almost felt like constant pressure. I cope pretty much all the time with my clitty cage, I have been locked up for 216 days and I haven't seen a naked woman in real life for years, YEARS! 

The next thing I knew, these two women were in my room, picking out my attire and dressing me up like a little girl, complete with hair and make up, jewelry and accessories. After getting to the event we got our VIP wrist bands and headed inside. It was still quiet, things apparently would pick up later in the evening but I was still in shock, being the arm-candy of Lady Jose and a submissively-dressed, near-naked porn model named Kitty. 


We went into the fetish area of the show, where the more kink oriented happenings were going on and soon had a bottle of bubbly on the go. There was some amazing rope bondage being demonstrated, the skill involved was mind-blowing. It was inside this fetish area we got our first spanking, and I mean WE because Lady Jose made Kitty and I stand face-to-face, holding hands whilst she took turns spanking us. I was on cloud nine, standing in front of the gorgeous Kitty, being spanked while people walked past or stopped to watch. I felt so vulnerable yet so safe there, I couldn't have let go of her hands even if I wanted to. I needed her support. 

After this we walked around some more, looking at the stalls, grabbing some food and checked out some of the stage activities. 

Later, after another walk around it was time for another spanking back in the fetish area, and it was getting busier. This time there was no Kitty to hold my hands, she was busy holding the camera! Oh boy this was a good one. Lady Jose kept tugging my panties, wedgy-style and almost using them as a handle to hold my butt in place whilst I was spanked. 


It felt so good and so vulnerable, there with my arms and legs spread on the St. Andrews cross. I didn't realise until the end that we had gathered quite the crowd!


Lady Jose had also spanked Kitten up against the cross too, and I must say it was one of the hottest things I have ever seen, and two of the best pictures I have ever taken. 


Like, wow! Everybody by this point has stopped to watch, transfixed.


We took a break and watched a male strip show on a stage. All three of us enjoyed watching them before heading back for what would be my last spanking of the night. The big one! 

Up against the cross again, more crowd, more intensity. The strokes started to hurt now. Lady Jose expertly knew when to push my limits and when to ease back a little. Subtle check ins, a gentle hand on the shoulder, tender nails across my hot bottom. All expertly done as ever. 


I was so aroused by this point, I could feel my clitty literally dripping between my legs as I held onto the rings and just let the experience take over me. 

The girls then took on a gentleman from the audience that stopped to...admire the situation. I have never witnessed a man wearing nothing but a t-shirt and underpants, stand in public with his hands down his underpants whilst two women put on a spanking show...but now I have. Kink is awesome!

He expressed an interest in being spanked by both Lady Jose and Kitty and they didn't disappoint. 

Now, I admit, I was soooo jealous of the man at that stage. I wanted to be there instead. Well you know what they say, be careful what you wish for. Once the ladies were done with Mr. Underpants, Lady Jose asked if she could use my bare bum to give Kitty a lesson on where and how to spank. 

So I found myself one last time against the cross, panties pulled down, female hands wandering across my bottom, lower back and legs as Lady Jose went through the 101's of where it is safe to spank and where it isn't. They took turns spanking me at first, and Kitty was really good at it. 


At first I couldn't feel the difference between Lady Jose and Kitty - the intensity was discernible but as it went on it became a blur. 


When the two ladies teamed up, each spanking a bum cheek, I was in heaven, and my god was the crowd big! By the end, my tooshie was on fire, the divine feeling of two different hands caressing and soothing my abused bottom was almost too much. I felt so aroused, so humiliated, so sexually frustrated at that point. 

Just look at how sexy Kitty is!! Omg. 


This dream had to end eventually I guess, but my goodness it was the most amazing experience I can remember. Even writing this now I wonder if it was a dream, or how I got so lucky to be able to experience this?! I can only thank Lady Jose and Kitten for such a night. 

And Mistress Andrea, oh how I am forever indebted to Mistress Andrea. It is only because of her this is all possible, through her guidance, wisdom and encouragement. 

So thank you Mistress, thank you Lady Jose and thank you, Kitten. That truly was a once in a lifetime experience that I will always treasure! 

Kisses
alice
xxx


It certainly sounds like sissy alice had a fun time, despite being publicly spanked, humiliated, feminized and never to be freed from his chastity cage. From what I understand, he has booked a one-on-one, full and proper spanking session with Lady Jose again, towards the beginning of May I believe. I'll be sure to post an update on that one. He might be dressed as a schoolgirl and introduced to the cane, hehe. 


Additionally, it seems sissy has earned the trust and fame of this wonderful community, enough so that he has been invited to hold the camera once more and film some kink content for Lady Jose. It's like a torturous form of cuckolding right? He's a docile sissy, he will likely be dressed like a parody of a little girl, in ridiculously frilly attire. He's not a sexual threat or concern to the women as his penis is and will forever be locked up...

He's the perfect camera holder, albeit, incredibly frustrating for him. Apparently another internationally renowned, female disciplinarian will be in town soon. Sissy alice will be helping to film the production and I expect, before too long, he'll be staring in these productions also. 

I wish him all the best in his future endeavours and who knows, perhaps you'll see sissy alice content pop up here from time to time, along with other, more professional porn content that he is now engaged in. 

He's gonna be a sissy porn star in no time! Go check out "Sissy Joyce" if you want to see what that looks like and what alice's new reality might be. 


Good luck, alice. 

Mistress Andrea

xoxo    

   
Continued in: Julie: 1998








 

Monday, April 7, 2025

A Star is Born

Continued from: Innovation Lab

[sissy] [chastity] [FF/m] [spanking] [public humiliation] [public spanking]

Dear readers. 

Previously, I already had a post that was titled, "A Star is Born". But I have quickly gone back into the archives and changed that one, as what I am about to post is far more befitting of this title, and let me tell you why...

I'm sure you all remember sissy alice, from a recent post titled: Spanked by Lady Jose. During this amazing experience, I had the pleasure of sending alice to a professional disciplinarian for a very real, long overdue spanking. 


In a post titled Mistress Andrea's Gift, alice treats us all to a full account of how this wonderful session went down and how she felt about the whole experience. If you'd like to skip that post and go right into a spoiler, alice enjoyed the experience so much that she immediately booked another appointment with Lady Jose, to once again be spanked...

However, in a surprising and unexpected turn of events, I got an email from Lady Jose. She reached out to me directly: 

Dear Mistress Andrea. 
I hope you are doing well, 

I have a request. 
I'm on a special invitation of Loyalfans to an erotic event in Brussels and I would love to bring a beautiful sissy who can take some spankings with me and I thought of Alice. 

As you are her Mistress I ask your permission to take Alice with me, it will be very special for Alice to walk around as sissy Alice!

I promise to look after Alice, she is in good hands. 

The event is Saturday, April 5. 

I hope to hear back from you,
Kind regards Jose. 

**************************

Well...sweet baby Jesus in his manger! Someone just got called up from the farm-team to play in the pros! 

Well done, alice! As you know, I am very proud of you and I couldn't wait to share this remarkable request with you. As you know, I am not your "Mistress", as Lady Jose suggested. I'm more like a fairy godmother...and I was about to wave my magic wand. *giggle*  

I messaged alice right away, I think he was on an airplane at the time so upon landing, he would have seen this from me: 

Do you have any idea what Lady Jose just asked me??!! 

Sissy replied by saying something about the next spanking session he had booked with her. NOPE! That's not it. I sent alice a screenshot of the actual email from Lady Jose, which elicited this response: 

OMG, I can't breathe. Can I go Mistress???

The first time alice presented in sissy attire, with his clitty all locked up and in the presence of someone else, was just one short week ago during Lady Jose's first session. Now, alice had to confront the implications of being sissy alice in front of a ton of other people, then very likely being spanked on the bare bum while other's watch. My word, his butterflies must have been raging, but not enough to sway him from the decision he ultimately made, sealing his own fate. 

He then sent this message to me: 

I am so grateful Mistress, since you came into my life my sissy side has blossomed beyond my wildest dreams. I am forever in your debt for the guidance you have given me. Next week is going to be so much fun!!  

You're going to be a celebrity sissy star! I replied. 

Time to get you ready for the ball, Cinderella! 


This is the A.I.'s take on a fairy godmother:

In Disney movies, a fairy godmother typically plays the role of a magical healer or mentor who assists the protagonist - usually during a moment of despair or hopelessness. 

Providing Magical Aid: She uses her powers to grant wishes, transform appearances, or create opportunities. 

Offering Guidance and Encouragement: She often provides emotional support and encouragement, helping the heroine believe in themselves. 

Catalyst for Change: Her intervention often sets the protagonist on the path to achieving their dreams or overcoming their struggles. 

You know I have my own D/s dynamics on the go in real life, which is why I cannot be your Mistress, alice. But, am I your fairy godmother? It certainly sounds that way! 


I love that despite my whimsical attire, it still puts me in the setting of a basement sex dungeon! Ha. It knows me too well. 

I believe it was a few days before the grand party, I get a message from alice: 

Lady Jose has just informed me that she might have a friend coming along on Saturday as well, Mistress.

A nice lady from Holland called Kitty, who happens to be an adult film model!!! 

Then alice followed that message with several horrified-face emojis. 

He's certainly in the major leagues now! I think a star was born in this moment and throughout the days leading up to this event, alice believed it to be all a dream, a fairy tale if you will.  

I assure you it was very real! I've seen the evidence. It looked a little something like this. That's the lovely Kitty strapped to the cross, not alice...but alice had his turn too!


Here's alice at his hotel room, all ready for the ball. His chastity key did not make the trip. A bit of a predicament I suppose, that you're now in a hotel room with Lady Jose and a lovely adult film star named Kitty...and oooopsie, your little penis is locked up. *Shrug* 


Alice is going to tell us ALL about that night, in his own words. Spoiler alert: He got spanked by BOTH women, in front of an audience, all while dressed like a little girl. Crazy! 


Looking back on my journey as both a dominant and a submissive, I am struck by the incredible power and importance of BDSM being a community. For those of us who identify as kinksters, fetishists, or otherwise sexually non-conforming, finding a sense of belonging and support can be a lifeline in a world that often seeks to shame, marginalize, or erase us. 

As someone who has been involved in the scene for many years, it can be a very lonely place if you think you're the only one, to be alone in your desires or ashamed by them. Whether you're a sissy or a crossdresser, a masochist or a sadist, a rope bunny or a spanking aficionado, knowing that there are others out there who share your interests and understand your struggles can be a profoundly validating and empowering experience.  

There's my wisdom for the day. I think a fairy godmother is suppose to be wise too, right? 

I just need a better outfit. *Waves magic wand* 


*Poof!

That's better. 

I can't wait to read of your experience, alice. You're a good gurl! 

Mistress Andrea

xo

Continued in: Miss Julie's Blog



 

 

Farewell Julie

Continued from:  Oops, I did it Again [spanking] [M/f] [kink] [bdsm]  In peace, may you leave your blog In love, may you find the next. Safe...