Farewell Julie

Continued from: Oops, I did it Again

[spanking] [M/f] [kink] [bdsm] 

In peace, may you leave your blog

In love, may you find the next.

Safe passage on your travels

Until your next project, 

May we meet again. 

I intended on doing a tribute post to our beloved Miss Julie, after she was literally nuked from Blogger, (as she put it). Turns out, I ended up writing six tribute posts...

But, it is well deserved and warranted, I mean, this is Miss Julie we're talking about!

We "cast" her character in the late 90s, an eighteen-year-old Julie Delmar, can you picture it? A yellow Sony Discman in-hand, pouty lips and a bitchy attitude.  

She harboured some pretty strong feelings towards her step-daddy in our tales, which he eventually addressed with his belt, only fueling her fire even hotter. 

"Oh boy" is right. She tried to be good, she really did. But it seemed her horns were too often holding up her halo. 

We ended her 1998 journey in suspense, she was completely bare naked and freshly spanked, as she anxiously waited for him on his bed. I wonder what those two got up to?

I wonder how much of a little handful she was in the proceeding years, into her twenties? 

Just look at that twenty-year-old butt! That's not even fair!

Well into her thirties, long after her Britney phase, she still found people in her life who cared enough about her to give her the spankings that she needed. 

Even into her forties, still being spanked while maintaining the butt of a twenty year old.

In her farewell address to her fans, (which can be found here: Technical Difficulties), Julie is absolutely right, that "kids" these days don't have the attention span to read or write, let alone visit a blog. If we could mainline dumb information and stimulus directly into their brains, so they don't have to raise a phone up to look at it, they'd probably opt for that, it's more efficient. 

I listened to some kink podcasts recently, with two Dommes interviewing a younger person, likely a millennial in their late twenties. This person spent more time trying to tell the Dommes how they identify, rather than enjoying the fact he was in the presence of two Dommes. 

"I'm a service top, dark little...which is different than being an ABDL little, traditional sissy, because I identify with leather tendencies and female feet...blah blah".

Just...shut the front door, establish your safewords, develop a list of hard and soft limits, trust your partner and have fun with it. 

Is my blog dying a slow death too? Is there any appetite to continue it? Or maybe I used the "D" word too liberally in the last six posts (Daddy), and I'll get nuked too? Perhaps the missile is already in the air?

Should I suddenly disappear, like Miss Julie did, should I find myself in my funeral attire, saying goodbye to my fans, it's been fun...just don't put 215,000 views on MY tombstone! Embarrassing! 

Hehe. 

Always reachable at bellagothspanked at g-male dot com. 

 

Mistress Andrea

xoxo

Julie 1998: She gets the Belt

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Julie 1998: Disappointed Daddy

Continued from: Bedtime Spanking

[M/f] [spanking] [ddlg] [Daddy] 

"No," I said defiantly, crossing my arms over my chest and trying to push my little titties up even higher. "I'm an adult and I can wear whatever I want!" 

This was the nightmare I put my step-daddy through, on almost a daily basis. I was bitchy, I was defiant and I was spoiled...not to mention the occasional moments I'd crank my Britney CD and practice her dances in just my bra and panties. 

"Oh, Daddy...oopsie, I didn't think you were home." The venomous innocence would drip from my lips as I made a weak effort to cover myself up, scampering away on my tip toes. 

But eventually, I pushed too far and I did something I never ever thought I would do... 

I disappointed Daddy. 

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August 5th, 1998 

Dear Diary, 

Oh my God, I can't believe what just happened. I'm shaking so hard I can barely write this. But I have to get it all down before I forget a single detail. Because I know I'm going to be thinking about this moment for the rest of my life. 

Last night, I came home late from a concert. Like way past curfew and dressed like a complete hoochie. 

I knew Daddy was going to be mad, but I was having so much fun, I just lost track of time. When I finally got home, he was waiting up for me in the living room. 

His face was dark and stormy, and I could tell he was furious. I braced myself for a lecture, a fight. But instead, he just looked at me with such disappointment in his eyes. 

"I trusted you, Julie," he said, his voice quiet and sad. "You've disappointed me." 

I felt like I'd been punched in the gut. Hearing the disappointment in his voice was worse than any punishment he could have given me. I pouted and burst into tears, stammering out apologies and promises to do better. 

But Daddy just shook his head and sent me to bed, a long walk of shame up the stairs. 

I cried myself to sleep, feeling like the worst daughter in the world. I knew I had to make things right with Daddy. I had to show him that I was sorry, and that I would never let him down again. 

So this morning, I woke up early and crept downstairs to the living room wearing only a little pink nightie. Daddy was already up, reading the paper and sipping his coffee. I stood there for a moment, just watching him. He looked so handsome and strong, with his chiseled jaw and his broad shoulders. I felt a little flutter in my stomach, like always when I looked at him. 

Taking a deep breath, I walked into the room, holding out the belt I'd taken from his closet. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it might burst out of my chest. But I forced myself to speak, my voice barely above a whisper. 

"Daddy," I said, my eyes fixed on the floor. "I'm so sorry about last night. I know I messed up. And I know I deserve to be punished."

I held out the belt, my hands shaking like leaves. "So I brought this. I thought...I thought maybe you should spank me. On my bare bottom. Like a little girl who needs to be taught a lesson."

I risked a glance up at Daddy, and saw his eyes widen in shock. For a moment, he just stared at me, like he couldn't believe what he was hearing. And then, slowly, he set down his coffee cup and stood up from the couch. 

"Julie," he said, his voice low and serious. "Do you understand what you're asking me to do?" 

I nodded, my heart in my throat. "Yes, Daddy. I want you to spank me. I need it. Please." 

Daddy took a step towards me, his eyes searching mine. I could see the conflict in his gaze, the struggle between his love for me and his reluctance to physically punish me, But after a long, tense moment, he reached out and took the belt from my hands, doubling it over in his. 

"Alright, Julie," he said, his voice firm and decisive. "If this is what you think will work, then I'll give you the spanking you deserve. Go wait in your room, I'll be up in a little while to get you." 

I'm laying here on my bed, my heart pounding like a drum in my chest. I can't believe I actually went through with it. I asked my step-father to spank me. With his belt. On my bare bottom, like a naughty little girl. And he said yes! 

Oh, Lord, what have I done? Why did I do this? What was I thinking? 

But I know why. I know exactly why I did it, why I've been brazenly misbehaving. Because I need this. I need to feel the sting of his palm on my skin, the sharp pain that will make me cry and beg for mercy. I need to be punished, to be shown that I'm still his little girl, that he still cares enough to discipline me. 

I've been fantasizing about this for so long. Dreaming about Daddy taking me over his knee, pulling down my panties, and spanking me until my ass is red and sore. Imagining him scolding me, telling me what a bad girl I've been, how disappointed he is in me. And then, when it's all over, hugging me close and telling me he loves me, that I'm forgiven. 

But now that it's actually happening, I'm terrified. What if it hurts too much? What if Daddy sees the tender folds of my pussy becoming soaking wet and thinks I'm a freak?

I'm so nervous. I keep listening for the sound of his footsteps on the stairs, wondering when he'll come for me. Will he make me wait, let the anticipation build until I'm a quivering wreck? Or will he come bursting in, belt in hand, ready to teach me a lesson I'll never forget.

I can't stop squirming on the bed, my ass tingling with anticipation. I'm so wet, my pussy is practically dripping. I know it's wrong, I know I shouldn't be turned on by this, but I can't help it. The thought of Daddy's strong hands on my body, his belt cracking against my flesh, it's making me crazy with desire. 

Oh, God, I think I hear him coming! My heart is racing, my palms are sweaty. I'm trying to stay calm, to breathe deeply, but it's no use. 

Please, Daddy, be gentle with me. But not too gentle. I need this. I've needed this for such a long time. I need you. 

I love you so much. 

Julie. 

Continued in: She gets the belt

 

Julie 1998: Hit me baby one more time

Continued from: Julie: 1998

[F/m teasing] [M/f forceful] [spanking] [daddy issues] 

Dear Diary, 

Being an eighteen-year-old freshman on campus was like being a kid in a candy store. There were so many cute boys everywhere I looked, and they were all so eager to please me. It was almost too easy, but a lot of these boys got put in the friend zone. I preferred to date a little older, real men, rather than silly boys. 

Also, I found out very quickly that it was time to drop the grunge look, the Alicia Silverstone, Aerosmith style and put away my Pearl Jam CDs. It was time to go full-on Britney, bitch! Because under the surface, I’m actually not that innocent. 

I remember this one time, I was in the library studying for a big exam. I had on a short skirt and my midriff exposed to show off my curves. I knew I looked good, and I wasn't afraid to flaunt it. 

I was sitting at a table with a couple nerdy guys, and I could see them stealing glances at me every chance they got. I decided to have a little fun with them. I leaned back in my chair and crossed my legs, giving them a perfect view of my smooth, toned thighs. I saw their eyes widen and their jaws drop. I pretended not to notice, but inside I was laughing. 

Then I started twirling my hair around my finger, licking my lips seductively. I could practically see the drool dripping down their chins. They were so pathetic, it was almost funny. 

But then I had an idea. I uncrossed my legs and slowly spread them apart, giving them a clear view of my white lace panties. I ran my hand up my thigh, teasing them, then slipped my fingers under the edge of my panties. 

Then, suddenly, I stopped. I closed my legs, adjusted my skirt, and went back to studying like nothing had happened. The guys looked confused and frustrated, but they didn't dare say anything. I was one of the popular girls and they knew I could wield that power if I needed to. 

I did stuff like that all the time. I loved teasing boys, getting them all hot and bothered, then leaving them hanging (quite literally). It was a power trip, knowing that I had that kind of control over them.

Sometimes I would take it a step further. I remember one time, I was at a party and this really cute guy was hitting on me. We were dancing and grinding on each other, and I could feel his hard-on pressing against my ass. 

I turned around and looked up at him with my most innocent expression. "Want to go somewhere more private?" I asked. 

He nodded eagerly and led me upstairs to an empty bedroom. As soon as the door closed, he was all over me, kissing me and groping my tits. I let him for a minute, then pushed him away. 

"Not so fast," I said, dropping to my knees in front of him. "I want to taste you first." 

He looked surprised but pleased. I undid his pants and pulled out his cock, which was not overly impressive but was rock hard and ready. I licked my lips and took him into my mouth, sucking him deep. 

He moaned and grabbed my hair, guiding my head as I bobbed up and down on his shaft. I could tell he was getting close, his hips bucking and his breathing getting heavier. 

But then, just as he was about to cum, I pulled away. I looked up at him with a wicked grin. "Sorry, but I don't swallow," I said, standing up and adjusting my dress. 

He looked confused and angry, as cum bubbled and dribbled from the tip of his cock, flowing down onto the carpet in a steady stream. I could hear him cursing under his breath as I left and shut the door behind me. I know it was mean, but it was so much fun. I loved having that kind of power over guys, being able to drive them crazy with desire and then leave them frustrated and unsatisfied. 

Of course, sometimes it backfired on me, which I actually didn't mind. Sometimes a girl needs and wants to be manhandled. There was this one guy, a football player named Chad, who I teased mercilessly for weeks. I would rub up against him in class, pass him notes with dirty content written on them, I even flashed him my tits once, when no one was looking.

But Chad was more mature than his age would suggest. He knew what I was up to, and wasn't about to let me get away with it. One day, he cornered me in the locker room after practice and told me that it was time put up or shut up. 

I tried to play it cool, but deep down I was nervous. Chad was a big, strong guy, and I knew he could overpower me if he wanted to. 

"What do you want, Chad?" I asked, trying to sound innocent and virginal. 

He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me against him, his erection pressing into my stomach. "I want you to suck my dick, right here, right now," he growled in my ear. 

I knew I could say no, and he would have accepted that, but there was something about the way he was looking at me, the way he was touching me, forcefully, that made me weak in the knees. I nodded slowly, sinking down to my knees in front of him. 

I took a deep breath and wrapped my lips around the head of Chad's cock, swirling my tongue around it. He groaned and grabbed my hair, pushing my head down further onto his shaft. I gagged a little as he hit the back of my throat, but I managed to relax and take him deeper. He was so big, I could feel him stretching my throat, filling me up in a way that no one else ever had. 

"Fuck yeah, just like that," Chad grunted thrusting his hips forward. "You're such a good little cocksucker." 

I moaned around his cock when he called me that, sending vibrations through his shaft. I could feel myself getting wet, my pussy tingling with excitement. I loved the feeling of being used, being dominated by a powerful man. 

Chad started fucking my face harder, his balls slapping against my chin with each thrust. I could barely breathe, but I didn't care. All that mattered was pleasing him, making him feel good. 

Suddenly, he pulled out of my mouth with a pop. I gasped for air, my lips puffy and my eyes watering. Chad grabbed me by the hair and guided me to my feet, spinning me around and bending me over a nearby bench. 

"You've been teasing me for weeks, you little slut," he growled, yanking down my shorts and panties in one motion. "Now's time to pay the price." 

I felt his hand come down hard on my bare ass, the sting of the spank sending a jolt of pleasure through my body. "Oh god, yes!" I cried out, arching my back and pressing my ass back towards him. He spanked me again and again, each slap harder than the last. My ass was on fire, but I loved every second of it. I could feel my pussy dripping with desire, begging to be filled. 

Then, without warning, Chad plunged his cock deep inside me. I screamed in ecstasy, my pussy walls clenching around him as he stretched me open. He started pounding into me, his hips slamming against my sore ass with each powerful thrust. 

"You like that, you dirty little tease?" He panted, reaching around to grab my tits roughly. "You like getting fucked like the little cock-tease you are?"

"Yes, Daddy!" I cried out, "hit me again," I pleaded, my mind going blank with pleasure as my hands rushed to cover my mouth in complete shock. Oh dear god! What the hell did I just say?!! 

Diary! I did something really stupid. I mean, really, really stupid. And now I'm scared that Chad is going to think I'm a total freak. But much to my surprise, he invited me over later that night. He said his parents went out to the Ponderosa for dinner and were stopping at Jumbo Video to grab us some movies. 

Anyway, we were making out on his couch, and things started to get a little heated again. His hands were all over me, and I could feel his hard cock pressing against my thigh. I was so turned on, I could barely think straight. 

And then, before I knew it, he was flipping me over and bending me over the edge of the sofa while yanking down my shorts and panties in one fluid jerk. I let out a little squeal of surprise, but he just laughed and smacked my bare ass. 

"You've been a naughty little tease, haven't you?" he growled in my ear. "Practically throwing yourself at me, showing off that hot little body of yours. I think it's time somebody taught you a lesson." 

Chad wasn't wrong. He was several years older than me and my new Britney style was quite the contrast to how I used to dress, in baggy plaid shirts and carpenter jeans. 

So here I was. Bent over the couch in Chad's basement. On my knees with my shorts and panties pulled down. My heart was pounding in my chest. I knew what was coming but I was powerless to stop it. And deep down, I didn't want to. 

Chad's hand came down again, and again, spanking me hard on my bare ass. It stung like crazy, and I could feel tears pricking at the corners of my eyes. But at the same time, it felt so good. So right. Like this was exactly what I needed. 

As he spanked me. Chad kept up a steady stream of dirty talk. "You like that, don't you? You like being spanked like a naughty little slut. I bet you'd love it if I fucked you right now, wouldn't you?"

I was so turned on, I could hardly breathe. And then, before I could stop myself, the words just slipped out again. "Yes, Daddy." I moaned. "Please fuck me, Daddy." 

As soon as I said it, I froze in horror. What the hell was I thinking? Why had I just called Chad "Daddy"? He wasn't my father, or even my stepfather. He was just a guy I was hooking up with. 

But it was too late to take it back. Chad paused for a moment, his hand reaching for mine to place it around his cock. And then, to my shock, he went with it. 

"You want me to be your Daddy, baby?" he said, his voice low and husky. "Is that what gets you off? Calling me Daddy while I spank your naughty little ass?" 

I didn't know what to say. I was mortified, but at the same time, I was so turned on I could barely think straight. And then Chad did something that made my stomach twist with shame and embarrassment. He reached down between my legs, sliding his fingers over my pussy to give me a wet check! "Fuck, you're soaked," he groaned. "You really do like this, don't you?" 

I couldn't deny it. I was practically dripping, my body betraying me in the most humiliating way possible. And when he started rubbing my clit, I lost all control. 

"Yes, Daddy," I moaned, as I climbed up onto his lap. "Please, Daddy, I need you. I need your big cock in my little pussy." 

We fucked like animals, our bodies slamming together in a wild, frenzied rhythm. Chad pounded into me, grunting and growling like a beast, while I clawed at his neck and shoulders, screaming out my pleasure. 

All the while, I kept calling him "Daddy", begging him to spank me harder, to fuck me deeper. I don't know why I called Chad "Daddy". I don't know why the thought of being spanked and fucked like a naughty little girl turns me on so much. But I do know that I can't stop thinking about it. Can't stop fantasizing about it. 

It's been over a week since Chad's basement and I can't contain this any longer. 

Tonight, I need to take matters into my own hands! 

Julie 

Continued in: Julie 1998: Bedtime Spanking