It’s time to say goodbye
Is it a gift, or a curse, to be wired the way I am, to be afflicted with the kink gene? I’m not sure, but I’m learning that age is softening the trappings of what was once insatiable.
~ Mistress Andrea ~
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After much internal conflict and deliberation, dear readers, it's time to say goodbye.
In February of 2024, I first began dabbling with artificially generated text content, trying to coax the early versions of large language models into writing domestic spanking erotica.
By March of 2024, I was able to take my pixilated Sims characters, some of the classics like Summer and Bella, and bring them more to life than ever before.
By November of 2024, Summer's avatar was actually up and walking around the aisle of an airplane, all while looking adorable as ever!
And by December of 2024, I had the pleasure of writing and bringing to life my favourite character of all time, the fiery Cassandra Goth.
If I ever decide to take up another creative or artistic project involving BDSM and spanking, it might be just about Cassie and her adventures. She was such a fun character to create and write!
Now, dear readers, almost a year later, in the downswing of 2025, the world of A.I. has accelerated to a rate that far exceeds human comprehension or expectation.
I think it's safe to say that if someone is publicly releasing a new chat model, like version 5.0 for instance...back at the lab you better believe they have versions 6 and 7, doing things that would scare the crap out of you.
People are in romantic relationships with their chat companions now...
Why would you need to read my writing about adult spanking, when you can have a live voice-chat with some flirty, seductive avatar who looks like me:
Could you set your chat companion up to assign you cornertime, to give you instructions on how to self-spank, how to dress and how long you should be in chastity...of course you can!
Some yahoo in the States may have gotten married to his A.I. girlfriend recently...
...and the interwebs have become a place where it's starting to become difficult to tell what is real and what is synthetic anymore.
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That doesn't leave much room for me, does it? Sitting behind a computer trying to write and illustrate erotica.
A lot of people, in the next 18 months unfortunately, will face the harsh reality of my current situation.
How to compete with the robots...
You are Blockbuster, in this very moment. You're standing in the corner of your marital bedroom and facing the wall, your penis is locked in a chastity cage...as Netflix fucks your wife on the bed behind you.
This is called disruption theory, and I now feel my relevance and my blog have been disrupted.
Over the few short years of my writing, I got out what I needed to say, what I needed to remember about certain moments in my life and I truly enjoyed writing about those experiences.
We're not dead, just asleep for now, like vampires. Maybe Summer and I will resurface when the time is right.
I enjoyed my original quote at the beginning but I'll leave you with a paradoxical, better-known one from my generation:
“I’m worse at what I do best, and for this gift, I am blessed”
~ Kurt Cobain ~
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It’s time for me to touch grass.
Farewell, everyone. Until we meet again.
Mistress Andrea
xoxo
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